The Victim of Hopeless Infatuation

Music. Laughter. Love. Kindness. Secrets. Smiles. Tears. Photographs. Obsessions. Lies. Fear.

I have green eyes that I love. I love hugging people, it is one of my favorite things to do. Church is something very important to me. I love my church family and love going to church on Sundays and youth group on Mondays. I act like i know what I'm talking about but most of the time, i don't. I try to impress certain people. I am compared to my sister constantly, which is a good and bad thing. Laughing is something i do everyday, no matter what. I cry sometimes, like everyone, but its usually because of laughter. I care more than you think, and even if most people don't admit it, i care about how people see me. Please don't judge me by who I'm friends with or where I live. Music is my entire life and without it i would be a completely different person. My family is the most important thing in my life. My friends are considered a part of my family. My best friends get me through the hardest times. My older sister is my number one best friend and my other half. I love her to death. I love singing and going to concerts. It's my absolute favorite thing to do, and without them I don't know what i would do. Concerts are my high. I love partying with friends. I'm kinda nerdy and I care a lot about my grades. I am going to college at Loyola Marymount University in the fall and am studying communications. I want to promote musicians in the music industry and help them achieve their goals. i love too easily and get hurt because of it. i usually forgive but i never forget. i believe in love at first sight. I love Taylor Swift, John Mayer, Alex Deleon, All Time Low, and the Jonas Brothers. I love surprises, shopping, getting my hair cut, and painting my nails. I play the guitar and wrote/ recorded my first song recently. I hate green beans, fish, insects, and needles. I'm deathly afraid of snakes. I have a phobia of throw up. Going to the doctor stresses me out completely, yet I'm almost constantly sick. I hate math, and I love English. I'm kinda crazy and loud, and am the most outgoing person you will ever meet. Sometimes I wish I could go back and pretend like I'm a little kid again, which is why i love kids so much. their innocence is beautiful. I'm in choir at school and love it so much. I'm learning to read music, and I tell my mom everything. :)